cpd, sixteen
okay i have managed to crawl in here 2 update.
this will have 2 b short, i think. there is no way 2 sit and type comfortably enuff rite now. i am in good spirits. went 2 doctor yesterday. ordeal. getting in and out of car and wheelchairs, etc…
now slightly better drugs r helping.
rumors of “longer” medically authorized leave perhaps for me to heal…
trying 2 stay happy, on couch watching lots of tv, but oh well… could b worse! i have a loving wife and my son… oh wow the things he has done and is doing lately i wish i could write all about it but i just cant sit here for that long.
diet is great. i eat between 1200-1500 cals per day depends on my hunger level. everyday in the afternoon i treat myself 2 a slice of that pumpkin pie from hungrygirl’s recipes and a big mug of sf cappucino.
last time i stepped on the scale i was 145 so i’m updating my ticker to that.
diet really must b everything because i know people who r so active but eat like crap and cant lose weight.
but here i am barely move at all and just watching what i eat and how much i am doing great.
it helps a lot that even tho the inclination is there, i am not crawling to the kitchen at 2am to binge.
—matt
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