end of jan

i wish i could say things were better. they are not terrible… but things are just… my body is falling apart and day after the day the pain increases and new things hurt and in new ways. i still force myself to walk, slowly slowly, around in circles with my walker at 5am evert morning for half an hour. i try to stretch andlift little weights and get off the couch and stuff. but everything hurts so much, all the time. i live on vicoden and diet soda.

 i am eating between 1500-1800 cal per day, usuly about 1700 and my weight is staying steady t 132. It is smaller than I intended to be, you should see my arms and legs. they are stick thin. but this week they are supposed to tell me when i am going to get my surgery.

after my gland is out, we can get my hormones back to normal. once that happens, the healing can begin. bones and muscles and joints strengthen again. andno morepain. yesh.

 thanks gals for stoppin by. please please continue to walk.

positives:

*BuddySlimmers, Project Runway, “Cool Whip” sundaes, DIet DrPepper Choc Cherry (seriously that stuff is deliciouis , my wife, my son, my fam and friends… et…. cetera,,,

2 Comments so far

  1. kamaperry @ January 29th, 2008

    I admire your strong spirit. You keep it up, Hugs, to you, Kama

  2. fauxpas @ January 29th, 2008

    Wow… you have such a positive attitude! I think you’re my new inspiration! :)

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