cpd, sixteen
okay i have managed to crawl in here 2 update.
this will have 2 b short, i think. there is no way 2 sit and type comfortably enuff rite now. i am in good spirits. went 2 doctor yesterday. ordeal. getting in and out of car and wheelchairs, etc…
now slightly better drugs r helping.
rumors of “longer” medically authorized leave perhaps for me to heal…
trying 2 stay happy, on couch watching lots of tv, but oh well… could b worse! i have a loving wife and my son… oh wow the things he has done and is doing lately i wish i could write all about it but i just cant sit here for that long.
diet is great. i eat between 1200-1500 cals per day depends on my hunger level. everyday in the afternoon i treat myself 2 a slice of that pumpkin pie from hungrygirl’s recipes and a big mug of sf cappucino.
last time i stepped on the scale i was 145 so i’m updating my ticker to that.
diet really must b everything because i know people who r so active but eat like crap and cant lose weight.
but here i am barely move at all and just watching what i eat and how much i am doing great.
it helps a lot that even tho the inclination is there, i am not crawling to the kitchen at 2am to binge.
—matt

Glad to hear the meds are helping!!
Oh Matt, get better soon! Glad the meds give you some relief, and good job for sticking to your plan!

wow Matt,
I am glad you are checking in from time to time. Take care of yourself. I am praying for you. Glad to here you have a supportive family.